1. Counting

    Yesterday was absolutely awesome. It counted lots.

    These are the memories I’m going to miss most about this stage. These are the friends that are going to last a lifetime. These are the people who I want to be friends with. I had a day at the pool with Kelly and Dalton, and then later went out on the town with them, plus Shelby and Johnny. 

    Today counted because I realized something big. I need to take care of my body and I need to be passionate about my health as much as anything else. I need to be determined to make change. I need to quit diet coke (or limit myself) and actually stress out my knees so it doesn’t get worse.

  2. How Today Counted

    HEY MEGHAN HOW DID TODAY, LIKE, COUNT??

    Well, I had a great talk with my best friend Kelly after work. I had fun working with her today and it was actually bearable, and I made some good money. It feels good to know that my support and advice can help someone.

    I also spent some time with my family who love me. And I chatted with family friends.

    Memories like these, surrounded by people who love me and are rooting for me to succeed, and believe in me. THAT is what matters.

    Today will count in the record books. Well done, day one.

  3. #fangirl. I should get more than one blog. One for music, and I can review/post songs. Than I guess this would be personal..narrative-ish. i dunno.

    #fangirl.

    I should get more than one blog. One for music, and I can review/post songs.

    Than I guess this would be personal..narrative-ish. i dunno.

  4. Holy cow, what a unique babe.

    I want to be you.

    As a regular illegal-downloader, It was a new thing for me to actually buy an album. And I did. I bought Kimbra’s “Vows”… DELUXE VERSION.

    And oh boy oh boy what a purchase. She is such an inspiration. Her sound will most def influence my future music. 

  5. Wow I feel weird

    Hey, I feel weird. Blogging tends to help with that.

    With summer starting so abruptly, I have had time to think. My mind has been free to wander. I have had literally had nothing to worry about. I have been able to dream. Some may call this laziness. I’m not quite sure. 

    I’ve never been much of a dreamer…Well, I guess I tend to be a ‘do-er.’ I am busy. I like to get stuff done. I like to achieve.

    I’ve been doing none of that lately. And it feels weird.

    I finally have time to myself. Instead of waste it, what should I do with it?

    Should I rediscover myself, and the person I want to be?? Thats what I feel I’ve been doing- is that important enough? or should I be more..productive?

    Things to do:

    Study ACT- (specifically: take a practice test. TIME MANAGEMENT. ew.)

    Make a slideshow for grad party

    find old pictures for grad party

    do laundry!

    Do my very own cover - Electric Guest, This head I hold

    Write something

    Do crunches

    This reminds me of a quote from the movie 500 Days of Summer.

    “Most days of the year are unremarkable. They begin, and they end, with no lasting memories made in between. Most days have no impact on the course of a life.”

    How depressing is that?

    I’m going to make a challenge for myself:

    Make every day COUNT. I will blog EVERY day and tell why my day counted.

    Oh and everyday I will also do 30 crunches.

    And wake up before 11…

    I also think I want to make an influence book.. That would be cool. Where I can scrapbook together things that I want to define me… 

    ah I wanna get started right now. good idea, me. 

    On another note,  I’m already starting  to feel like an adult.

    What do I do when I feel myself maturing, and my peers aren’t? They seem to be at a different place. They seem.. somehow, different than me. When it all used to feel the same.

    My dreams are bigger. My heart is farther away.

    I don’t want to try for anybody.

    I want to make my OWN new experience

    I dunno what that is even supposed to be. Something original. Something profound.

    Gah I can’t want to find out what that something will be.

    Thanks, tumblr. Yer great. Supes srz about the mumbling jumbo.

  6. the-unpopular-opinions: Being an open-minded person is really about thinking past first base. It’s about having the humility to think above your own background and vision. It is recognizing your natural tendencies and challenging them constantly by looking through the world as both “you” and as a neutral observer. It is recognizing that there are hundreds of philosophies and ideologies in everything; even something as simple as waking up in the morning and getting ready for school or work. Regardless of what you do, believe, and value, you can be open-minded by simply approaching the next person and treating their interests, beliefs, and values as valid. It is even more impressive when it is something completely foreign to you. Someone may not be as big of a gaming nerd as you, but are they interested in seeing what it’s like? Do they ask questions about it? Do they try it out? Actually acknowledge and respect your passion for it? Try to learn something from it? Someone may not also be a Christian, but do they still believe in something higher than themselves? Do they recognize the benefits and positive things that come from it? Do they respect and acknowledge what it’s done for you personally? Do they understand the idea behind your belief even though both of you do not agree? Do you both see each other past your beliefs..? People who tend to approach the world and people around them with this attitude likely have sub-qualities everyone wants. Intelligence, honesty, non-judgmental, kindness, flexibility, listening, .. the list goes on. Just about every good quality we want in a mate can easily involve being open-minded in some way.Think I’m full of shit? http://confused90saddict.tumblr.com/

    the-unpopular-opinions:

    Being an open-minded person is really about thinking past first base. It’s about having the humility to think above your own background and vision. It is recognizing your natural tendencies and challenging them constantly by looking through the world as both “you” and as a neutral observer. It is recognizing that there are hundreds of philosophies and ideologies in everything; even something as simple as waking up in the morning and getting ready for school or work. Regardless of what you do, believe, and value, you can be open-minded by simply approaching the next person and treating their interests, beliefs, and values as valid. It is even more impressive when it is something completely foreign to you.

    Someone may not be as big of a gaming nerd as you, but are they interested in seeing what it’s like? Do they ask questions about it? Do they try it out? Actually acknowledge and respect your passion for it? Try to learn something from it? Someone may not also be a Christian, but do they still believe in something higher than themselves? Do they recognize the benefits and positive things that come from it? Do they respect and acknowledge what it’s done for you personally? Do they understand the idea behind your belief even though both of you do not agree? Do you both see each other past your beliefs..?

    People who tend to approach the world and people around them with this attitude likely have sub-qualities everyone wants. Intelligence, honesty, non-judgmental, kindness, flexibility, listening, .. the list goes on. Just about every good quality we want in a mate can easily involve being open-minded in some way.

    Think I’m full of shit? http://confused90saddict.tumblr.com/

  7. The thing I like the most about this picture is the “missing piece.” It is true. Everyone is yearning for something missing. Will it ever be fulfilled? 

    The thing I like the most about this picture is the “missing piece.”

    It is true. Everyone is yearning for something missing. Will it ever be fulfilled? 

  10. Dream: Check. Lover: Now accepting applications.

    Dream: Check.

    Lover: Now accepting applications.

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